So like.
Last night I had a cuddle sesh.
With a guy I barely know.
That I used to eye, all the time.
It was really, really awkward.
And if I’m correct, I was showing the worst side of myself. All my flaws, neuroticisms, worries, overthoughts, everything.
He must think I’m a square.
And at the same time, while I don’t think I like him all that much, we’re a lot alike.
And I just can’t stop thinking about it.
And I want him.
This is not what I signed up for.
It’s actually what started happening with my ex before summer. Remember that one? Ew. It’s why I broke it off with him..
but remember, communication’s key.
Smooth it all out.
and call me soon bizznotch! Sometime before wednesday if you’re off. Cuz I got midterms foo. And I hella miss you, and I’m torturing myself. Ugh.
xxx,
peachyQueen
Hi peachyqueen,
I know I haven’t been blogging recently and your probably mad at me about that, which I totally understand! :] But I am really upset right now. Why do I act like such a bitch towards my prince charming? FUCK MAN! This shit sucks! Why do I do this? I guess its cause I just miss him alot and when I talk to him on oovoo and stuff he never pays attention to me. It sucks. I dont know what to do? help. I feel like crying. Btw, we got our promise rings last weekend! I want to keep this relationship strong, healthy, and fun but I feel like I’m doing everything wrong.
Anywhooooo, how are you?! How’s school? I’m tired. ughhh…i miss you.
Love,
sugarduckky
i’m going to lose SwagPoet, and i know it,
knew it, saw it coming wish i was numb and
im not, why’d i let this shift come
when i knew SlamPoet would stay
it’s the price i fucked to pay
saw it coming, saw it coming
wish i was numb and
now im anything but.
fuck.
because people like him, and people like me
we’re cool our own ways but not meant to be
not meant to be
not meant to be
with me.
…i think my bad dream about valentine’s day is gonna come true. it’s a gift of a curse.
(peachyqueen)
(peachyqueen)
Asked by sakatithis
yes they are. don’t worry you’re safe with us, we just love your snazzy brain and yes, we know of hafa adai’s, theyre better than aloha ;]
thanks neniboo.
